New bag!!

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I finally caved, I’ve been eyeing up this bag in Zara for so long (at least since January) so my patience should be commended! I was out with a friend last week and well, one purchase led to another and then we walked into Zara and there it was, staring at me. Part of the reason I held out for so long in taking the plunge and buying this bag was because whenever I did walk into Zara it was never there! But then I walked in and the bag was there and it was (and is) destiny. I picked the bag up and like any normal customer hugged it (YES hugged!) then went and stood in the queue like an obedient brain washed customer, plastic card ready in hand (bless those cards!) and I paid and left the store before my good sense caught up with me (or I remembered my bank balance – the latter being more disturbing). I would also very much like to drag my friend Rosie into this story seeing as she egged on my purchase instead of pulling me away kicking and screaming (wouldn’t that have been a sight!).

The bag (Official title: Office City Bag) is from Zara and costs £50 (for a student that’s a lot). This isn’t my most expensive bag but I still wanted to make sure I definitely wanted it before I got it. No regrets though, I love it! Definitely will be making great use of this over the Summer and even more so when University starts. It’s got a million and one pockets to keep everything in (a laptop and iPad cushioned space!) so this will be a great back once my final year in University commences. It’s not the sexiest bag around but it is sleek, had loads of room for tech and other concealed little pockets that will always keep you surprised and finding things you thought you lost in the jungle that is a ladies handbag!

Right, now that the love for this bag is out of my system, I feel I’ve made a confession. It’s all out in the open now. I’ll be eating beans on toast for the next few weeks unless I find a summer job!

Book Review: Room

Room by Emma Donoghue

One thing I can say about this novel is that you really won’t expect what you are reading. Yes, it’s not the first novel of its kind that I’ve read before but it certainly isn’t any less shocking.

This story is narrated by a five-year old who lives in a sheet with his Ma, he was born there and the place is all the world he knows.Jack as a child narrator describes the ‘creaks’ of the bed every night when Old Nick visits his Ma at night, Old Nick being the man who kidnapped Ma. Throughout the novel we see how Ma, makes a world for Jack out of the eleven-foot square shed and realises that soon Jack won’t accept her stories. Finally Ma, tells Jack about the outside and he is unable to fathom a world larger than the shed he’s known his entire life.

This story is quite dark, its targeted at teenagers and I don’t think I would have ever read this novel if it hadn’t been recommended to me by a friend. It’s not scary, there are no ghosts in this novel but the topics presented will give you goosebumps. Although I do like the perspective of a young child narrator, sometimes throughout the novel the narrative voice and the knowledge of a five-year old don’t really meld well together – that would be my major issue with the novel. If you look past this though, Donoghue creates a wonderful narrator whose narrative point of view is refreshing and interesting.

I don’t want to give the entire plot away because part of what makes this book really amazing is the not knowing and having to constantly hold you breath, being confused and trying to understand to piece things together. So If you want something different to read this novel is definitely for those wishing to branch out!

Rating: 3/5

Book Review: Looking for Alaska

Looking For Alaska by John Green

I’ve wanted to read this novel for a very long time! It’s all over those pretty post pictures on Tumblr and there are comments underneath about how life changing this novel is. Well I finally conformed, gave in and bought ‘Looking for Alaska’ by John Green. Partly because now that I’m on Summer break its my intention to read every novel I own and partly because I want to read every novel John Green has blessed this world with.

In its own right it is a good novel but somehow I do feel that it might split opinions. Like Marmite you either like it or you don’t. The narrative voice created in this novel reminds me of Haulden Caufield (Catcher in the Rye), it’s a very honest, raw, interpretation of messy minded teenagers (every teenager then).

Miles Halter the boy searching for his ‘Great Perhaps’ and along the way he finds Alaska Young, the mysterious, condescending girl who preaches about values of feminism but has this deep preserved self hate inside of her. Alaska Young is well, Alaska Young. She’s tormented by her own values and throughout the novel we see that she puts people in their places but whilst doing that we see that she’s reminding and putting herself in place too. She’s a self tortured being who has strong values but hates herself and so she dismisses those good strong values.

The novel is just so REAL and the characters are perfectly selected and put together. They may not be the coolest kids on campus but they create an acceptance for each other. Every movement that takes place, as a reader you feel very involved and interactive with the novel. 

Towards the end of the novel the repeated phrase: ‘How do you get out of the labyrinth of suffering?‘ and that is why I actually do really like this novel. It’s not just one of those stupid young adult fiction novels that presents an unrealistic interpretation of dealing with pain, growing up, teenage life, changes, death, drugs and finding yourself as a teenager, as a person even it appreciates living in the moment and all the hiccups life throws at you.

Why I liked this novel:

Amongst the many other reasons, another reason why I did like this novel was because in the second section of it (spoiler alert, PLEASE don’t read on if you are currently reading or intend on reading the novel) when Alaska dies it just feels real. It feels like a real person died and the way her death is portrayed through the characters and her influence on the plot is all representative of that. The sadness isn’t ignored or Disney-fied, the pain and complete shock of Alaska’s death is captured perfectly. Even though Pudge (Miles Halter) is the narrator, losing Alaska is painful (I know she’s a fictional character but trust me on this one yeah?).

I like how her death is presented in a realistic manner because it shows the complicated humans and their complicated emotions that get left behind and this is the type of novel everyone should read because (no offence) to the vampires and I love the wizards but the death of Alaska is a catalyst for a lot of things one of those being, breaking readers hearts (you have been warned).

Other comments:

It might get a little tiring to read but stick with it, you won’t regret it in the end and try to look beyond the lines on the paper. Throughout the first section of the novel there is a count down to Alaska’s death and then the second section is counting the days since her death. Weirdly enough this caused me much anxiety and I ended up finishing the novel the same day I started it because I had to know what was being counted down (OCD much?!).

I shall leave you with one of my favourite quotes from the book: ‘If people were rain, I was drizzle and she was a hurricane.’

Rating:

3.5/5

Guaranteed you will fall in love!

So just five seconds ago my sister barged into my room and showed my this video and I believe you should all watch it because this child is adorable and I want to adopt him. Even those of you with ice-cold hearts will fall under Kai charm, Harry Styles has got nothing on this boy.

Few of my favorite quotes from this video include:

Kai: ‘It’s a bracelet and its says my name because, because I want you always remember me…’ (Yes I did just AWWWWW and nearly sob, don’t pretend – I know you did too!!!).

Then…

Ellen: How many toys did we give you?

Kai: More than Target (for those of you unfamiliar that’s like a huge supermarket franchise in the US similar to Asda here in the UK).

I love how kids just say it how it is. If you watch this video and want to watch Kai’s first interview then the link is here he’s so cute! I love the Ellen Degeneres show, I’m unfamiliar if anyone in the UK really watches this show but Ellen is a pure legend in my opinion!

Book Review: One Day

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I have stalled so very much whilst getting around to writing this review, I honestly don’t know why. It’s either because I don’t know exactly how I feel about it or the world is exercising every possibly distraction towards me, as to stop this review. Fear not! As is said: the show must go on. And well this review must be composed and published… so here my dear reader it is.

This was an interesting book to read, it’s about two people over a span of twenty years. They meet just as they are about to leave University and I guess being only a year from that moment myself this book and all that it explores seems vaguely familiar even if it hasn’t happened, yet. The two main characters are Emma Morley and Dexter Mayhew complete opposites but they just click. If you want me to sum up the entire plot shortly: it’s a love story between two people who don’t really realise they are in love with each other for a very long time.

Both Emma and Dexter are proud individuals and whilst both adamant with the up-keep of their friendship they still pursue very different lifestyles. Dexter is the guy who is loved by the girls, loves to drink and be free, whilst Emma wants to create a life for herself and conquer her independence. After a failed career and a short-lived married, the two finally end up together, but the story doesn’t finish there. The way the novel is set out reminds me of The Time Traveller’s Wife – it sort of jumps back and forth.

But you know when you have that AH-A! moment and everything makes sense, well it comes together very smoothly in the book, but even after that there is a major bump in the road. I don’t want to reveal the ending, yes it’s a love story, it might me considered cliché, but overall it’s not a conformed ending. Reading this novel won’t leave you thinking ‘oh what a waste of time,’ in fact you might be in shock for a great while after you do finish the novel.

Why I didn’t like about this book:

Despite the interesting plot twist, I will admit that at the beginning of the novel I really wasn’t sure I was going to make it through to the end. It’s. Such. A. Drag. I literally was counting pages because the beginning was such a drag but its understandable as it builds up on the future plot.

Other comments:

I’m not entirely sure how I feel about the entire novel, some parts I adored others I don’t think there was much development. The rate the two characters who are pretty much complete opposites become friend and maintain that is unconvincing. Emma pines for Dexter for just under twenty years (gurl go find yourself another man who gives you the time of day and isn’t drunk 25/8). 

Except, I liked the ending. YES it can be interpreted as depressing but I believe the entire novel holds an element of realism which does get drowned out in some parts but overall I liked it.

Rating:  3/5

Smells like Vicks!

I can assure you dearest reader that my title thinking skills shall improve eventually and if they don’t, well one day someone can make a blog post about how awful the titles of my posts are! I digress, lets discuss the matter at hand shall we…

Introducing to you all ladies and gentlemen and others: Eve Lom Rescue Mask.

Eve Lom Rescue Mask

I’ve only used this product a few times. I did not purchase this individually it came inside a beauty advent calendar I purchased at Christmas! Initially I was (and still am) very put off by the smell! The ingredient that makes this product a bit stinky is camphor, this can also be found in Vicks! (Yep vicks!). If you don’t like strong-smelling products I wouldn’t recommend this for you – after a few minutes of the mask on my face the smell diluted and was bearable though.

This mask is supposed to give your face that UMPH. Aided by its key ingredients the camphor is to help decongest and cool your face, the ground almonds help smooth and exfoliate, the honey is to soften skin and finally the kaolin which absorbs excess oil!  Although this mask is clay based it is a little watery, so do give it a good shake before using. I’d recommend this mask for oily/combination skin since it is clay based. One thing that is a huge plus for me is that my skin didn’t feel dry/dehydrated or tight after I took this mask off!

When I put the mask on I felt some tingling but in the name of beauty I endured! As it dried (very fast). It felt cooling once it dried on my face. After I removed it my pores looked smaller (not invisible but visibly smaller). This product really has me intrigued! I’m definitely going to try it a few more times and then maybe look into purchasing the full size but thus far I’m very happy with the results!

Toodles!

Why do you wear make up?

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Recently I was having a discussion with a friend, some interesting points came up and I wanted to widen the discussion to everyone here so I decided to post about it.

I must admit I’ve always been an awkward girl with make up and cosmetics etc. I didn’t like to venture outside the normal daily routine of washing my face in the morning with a simple cleanser then moisturising (I‘ll admit I didn’t moisturise everyday as a teen/some days baby wipes was enough!). As of late through my YouTube’ing ventures and having realised I am 20 and my skin won’t always look the way it does (not that it looks flawless now!), I’ve been venturing the scary world of cosmetics.

I’m anaemic,which isn’t anything interesting because it’s a common thing but my skin colour suffers greatly and sometimes I look yellow (yes, yellow!) my friends call me Homer Simpson (some friends psshht!). Despite being an unaccounted for Simpson, I don’t really care to wear make up, or really do anything extra for my skin. Some days all I want to do is just get into bed and sleep not care about moisturisers and oils but I have come to realise that you only ever have one skin. The skin your born with is the same thing you will die with (getting a bit morbid here – Sorry!). 

What I’m trying to say is for someone like me who is socially awkward and always wants to approach the perfect, flawless skin lady at the MAC counter and ask her to give me some runny liquid stuff to fix my face up, or some more runny liquid stuff to cover up spots or dark circles why don’t we  all actually just address the ROOT of the problem instead of buying into the solution?

My philosophy on make up/cosmetics is that it shouldn’t be a mask for you, it should only be there to enhance your natural features. You shouldn’t NEED to apply make up everyday or worry that you won’t look good. Honestly, it doesn’t matter what you buy, whether its Chanel, Dior, MAC, Rimmel etc – if your skin isn’t being looked after then no amount of make up expensive or cheap is going to help you.

I shall add that I have nothing against anyone who uses make up – do whatever you want with it as long as you don’t need it like air. I should mention I do like tinted moisturisers and I’m awful at applying or attempting to apply make up so my philosophy works well for me. Make up feels icky on my face but I try new things out in small proportions…

So here’s a few basic tips on how you can address the root of your skin care issues that you go and venture out and buy make up for. Maybe have a little skin detox? (A good old pamper session hurt no one!) There is nothing new about the tips I’m about to give you, they are the same old things you always hear. The secret to good skin care… it’s a routine/ trial and error.

1. If you wear make up – don’t use baby wipes to remove it. Use a cleanser ANY cleanser and possibly a muslin clothe/face wash clothe. Use water and a cleanser every morning (possibly every night too! – but if not once a day should be okay for now).

2. A little tip I learnt from Caroline - just go and read everything on her blog, she’s a skin care guru - is that if you have acne/spotty prone skin then don’t use a foaming facial wash – actually avoid it even if you don’t have acne prone skin. Quoting her here because she explains it better than I can, “As a rule – stay clear of ‘foaming’ on the bottle (there is the odd exception, but they are few and far between) – to get foam you need to use a surfactant – and a surfactant turns your skin alkaline. Alkaline skin is like a petri dish for bacteria. The irony being that so many cleansers pushed on to acne/combination skins are foaming. Naughty, nasty companies should know better” (I love this women.)

3. Drink water. Tap water, bottled water – just drink it. As much as you can. We NEED water to stay hydrated, so try to cut out the copious amounts of fizzy drinks and coffee and glug down the water (me and my sisters usually have water drinking competitions – I usually win! Wohoo!)

4. Sleep. It doesn’t matter how much concealor you buy, how expensive it is or who makes it, you NEED to sleep. The human body needs sleep to heal and repair over night. Get a decent sleep, I promise those dark circles shall go away in time. Maybe if you have trouble sleeping invest in a pillow spray, get the candles out, read before bed (ditch the laptop, iPad, iPhone, iWhatever the hell you have) - actually turn the wretched things off. Turn them off. 

5. If you wear make up – have a day off. A day where you don’t wear any make up, just have a pamper day let your skin breathe. Give it a day off (If you’re loved ones love you they won’t freak no matter what is revealed!)

There’s nothing new or exciting about the above tips. I’m not a doctor, or an expert but the above tips work for me so I thought I’d share my views/thoughts.

I don’t want this to sound like a lecture, I just think these days with how the media advertises and endorses perfect skin, which is magnified and perfected by Photoshop we all feel this pressure to have a perfect complexion. The results advertised are unrealistic and hence we are disappointed when they aren’t achieved. The above tips won’t give you perfect skin overnight, it takes commitment (Its kind of like if you want to lose weight and for years you have been eating junk you aren’t going to lose it all overnight – I wish I could though!). 

Beauty is about confidence within your own skin, use make up; foundations, concealors, eye thingys, blushes, bronzes, but they shouldn’t be a second skin or a mask. Make a routine, stick to it – results await you (not overnight). 

…I’m going to stop typing now!